or not....I am working hard on my BEMM page. It's hard to create a website that should be neutral. I am an emotional person by nature. To create a website that is more factual and professional...is hard! The pressure is on...(self induced:) to create a realistic, true, genuine and hopefully humble website that will inspire, educate, and inform people that in all realness...while we sit comfortably..1 in 11 women will die in E. Africa...and that is real. My struggles with raising 6 kids are (gulp) real and times hard...but pale in comparison to what the majority of women face...How on earth do I begin to live my life with integrity and perspective? Not to mention run and operate a small non-profit? I am learning and I will make mistakes...I just never want to get caught up in stuff that doesn't really matter..you know?