Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Been Awhile...

It's been a long time since I blogged about anything. It's not like I lack material to write about...just the opposite actually. My life has been painfully dramatic lately. The thing that stops me from writing is me... I think I would blog more if my life's drama was caused by something more tangible...like a real challenge. Like a death in the family, a grave illness, etc...Nope. The drama in my life always stems from my own choices and behaviors. It's a lot less climatic and usually quite painful to talk about my own stupidity. Instead of painting the portrait of a humble and strong woman who courageously overcomes unforeseeable drama in her life..thus becoming a heroine...My painting ends up looking more like an abstract mess that is often misinterpreted and making me look more like an ass than a heroine. Somehow the only redeeming thing about being an ass is that Jesus himself road on one:)...

6 comments:

Kelly said...

you crack me up! I would so love to meet you some day!

Paula said...

You are awfully hard on yourself. I have missed you.

Ali said...

Trust me, I don't think you neglect your blogging. You make me look like an absentee blogger. For a while there, it was like once every two months I would just want to write, "Same old, same old. The days are long and hard and I'm really tired. and I yell too much."

Wife to the Rockstar said...

I love this post. I think of most people were honest they would say the same is true for themselves.

Lyndsay said...

It's been a while... But I keep coming back to read you and I am glad I did today! I can soooooooo relate. SO, thanks for letting me know I'm not alone.

Jacqueline said...

You are a beautiful mess. Your writing makes me feel that I'm not alone. Thank you for sharing and making me laugh! :)