Without Him

My body is breaking.....
The fever is coming...
Married to the medicine.
My mind is over taking.
Right and Wrong
mixing and creating
illness is brewing
Negative thoughts overshadowing
diluting what's real
in the midst of pain
spirit compromising
to feel better
Excepting what is
Wrecked
Lost
forgetting
neglecting
the truth
the word
the promise
Not me
Not them
but simply
HIM

the great
I AM
not me
not we
the only
HIM